I don't know why, but the past few days, maybe weeks, I've been feeling kind of depressed. I have nothing to be depressed about, really; I'm doing well in school, I have my friends, I have a boyfriend and my awesome family. I don't know why, but I've been feeling tired, and really rather irritable. Granted, last week was "the week" for all that moodiness and whatnot, but that is generally gone by now.
Seriously, everything is bugging the shit out of me right now. There are many moments throughout the day where I just want to punch people because of some tiny thing that has pissed me off. I have surprised myself recently with the rage I feel.
I have argued more with my boyfriend and I have just flat out told him "no" on some things, but that still doesn't work for some reason. I would like for him to do things that I want to do, for once. Yes, we go out to eat when I want to, but everything else is what he wants to do and when he wants to do it. He bought this big ass TV, and I got him a video game for his birthday, and the first thing he does when he gets the TV in his room is invite his friend over and they play for hours. I wanted some attention; just a little attention, but he only wanted to play his game and go to sleep. Is it too much to ask for just a wee bit of attention? I barely walked in the door and his friend was over and they were playing that stupid game. If I'd known his friend was going to be there, I would not have gone over there until he'd left. Blah.
Anyway...I think I've done enough complaining on here. It helps to let some things out.
Until next time...
About Me
- Rachel Koontz
- I'm working on my MA in Communications at Bellarmine University. I earned my BA in Public Relations at Western Kentucky University.
2 comments:
Meh, boys are stupid sometimes and rather selfish on occasions. It's a new tv and as stupid as it is that he bought it in the first place.. he's more interested in it than anything else right now. Things will get better, give it time.. I don't know what else to say :/
Hi, Rachel. Actually, you are a normal 21 year old. Your emotions are rather typical and part of who you are. You exude a great personality in your blog and writings, so don't change a bit. In fact, you are helping yourself by writing down what's going wrong with you.
Very admirable quality. But don't go hitting people in the face, just yet. LOL!
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